Jan 10, 2008

My Big Boy

This is what my firstborn looks like just days shy of turning 9 years old. I'm still in shock that I'm old enough to have a 9 year old. I remember turning 9. It's so much fun though! I love our conversations, his sense of humor, his thought process, who he is maturing into and his sensitivity. This is such an awesome age. I'm so thankful for the opportunity to be his mom. God knew I needed him - he's taught me so much, ever since he was a baby.

Being the first, he's been my guinea pig, but he can even find the humor in that too. He's very patient with me and highly sensitive to my needs. He hates to see me sad and will do anything to help me feel happy again. He even finishes my sentences for me. I love watching his imagination and intelligence grow. I love how he consumes books and especially history (my favorite topic). He learns more than I can keep up with. Since he was a baby he has been highly driven. This made him very difficult as an infant - highly needy. But now I see why. He doesn't need pushing or prodding (only when it comes to cleaning his room). If he wants to know something, he finds out, he asks, he looks it up, he figures it out. I admire that in him. Thanks to his Daddy, he's becoming a huge computer whiz. He even teaches me things on the computer. He just can't get enough. Sometimes when I look at him now, I see this little baby and have to shake my head and refocus in order to see the big boy he is now.

He's taught me what the love of God feels like, he's shown me compassion when I didn't deserve it and forgiveness without hesitation. His love is unconditional. His trust in me is limitless. He thinks I'm the funniest person on earth and thankfully, he laughs at all my jokes. He treats me like a lady, thanks to his Daddy's beautiful example. I can barely remember life before him and I couldn't imagine my life without him. I'm a better person because I've had the chance to be his Mommy.

This morning, we had a rare cuddle time alone since Chloe and Bennett were still sleeping. He had alot on his mind to share with me. He says, "Mom, you know, I'm not a very good conversationalist." I told him that I understood perfectly because I'm not either. He went on to explain that he doesn't always know what to say to people. Ha! I know that is a gene I passed down. I encouraged him that if he was ever stuck about what to say to someone, just ask the person about themselves - people love to talk about themselves. I also told him that sometimes its okay to not talk and just sit and enjoy each other's company, just being together. Thank God for families and the only safe place to be yourself, whether that be when you feel quiet, silly, talkative or down.

Happy Birthday, Gavin. I love you as far away as Pluto is and back again!


Jennifer said...

Love, love, love the new look!!!! Great job Chuckie-boy :)

And, happy birthday Gavin! I can't believe you're going to be 9 years old. Thank you for being such a sweet boy to your mommy, and for coming into our lives and being our friend :) We love you...

Katrina said...

A big Happy Birthday to Gavin! What a sweet tribute to his unique gifts and the blessing he is in your life. My firstborn, Katie, is also turning nine soon, at the end of January! I can hardly believe it, and most days I'm longing to slow down this mad rush to adulthood somehow! We really do have such a short time with them, don't we?

Katrina said...

Oh, and I LOVE the new template! Very sharp!

kate said...

Cool new blog!!! Did Chuck design that for you? I hope the 9th birthday was a fun event for you all!

cori said...

Thank you all for the nice comments on the new re-design. But I can't take credit in that dept. My sweet husband spent many late nights designing it for me. I asked him to make something that would capture my personality - I think he hit the nail on the head.

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